When I start to think of a special place to be able to write my mind starts to wonder off and think of the places that would be special to me that I can’t really get to right now. What a dream it would be to sit in a coffee shop or restaurant in New York somewhere (preferably Manhattan) or even on a park bench in Central Park. Or how wonderful it would be to sit in a café in ParisFrance or to sit somewhere inside the LouvreMuseum and soak up all of the artistic inspiration. I can even imagine sitting in some Italian villa by the water and taking in the scenery while I let my characters fill the pages with their stories. Unfortunately, that is not my present reality.
When I was younger I used to be able to write anywhere, no matter what my surroundings were. I was able to block out all of the outside noise and I would even be able to tune out all of the negativity that was taking place around me. For hours I would just write and write, and read, and then write again. It wasn’t so hard then to focus my thoughts and the story ideas that kept creeping their way into my mind. I didn’t need quiet for concentration (although too much quiet makes me unable to write as well), nor did I need a breathtaking atmosphere. All I needed was my pen and my notebook and the rest would pretty much take care of itself. I would really like to get back to that but I am not sure that it is a possibility.
When I am at home, sitting at my desk, there might eventually be some writing that gets done but only if I don’t think about the laundry that needs to be washed, or the dinner that needs to be cooked, or the homework that my daughter needs to finish up, or the homework that I need to finish, or the cleaning that needs to be done, or the groceries that I need to go buy, or the bills that are behind and need to be paid. After everything else that has to be done in the house I am usually too tired and drained to write. So where can I go to just sit and write and be productive in getting my work done.
I must admit that I get a lot of writing done sitting in a Starbucks (doesn’t really matter which one) but the problem with that is the aroma of all of the coffee that my budget doesn’t allow me to buy. It really is torture to sit in a coffee shop and not be able to drink any coffee. Some would say that there’s always the library but for some reason being surrounded by thousands and thousands of books doesn’t actually make me want to sit and write but rather go pick out books to read.
I need a place to write that allows me to only think about my characters and their story; a place where the words will just flow without a struggle and where I almost can’t stop the words from coming. For now I’ll just have to make what I have work for me instead of allowing it to work against me.
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