Have you ever had those moments in life when you know that your goal of success is right around the corner but it seems like everything wants to come crashing down on you all at once first?
Well it’s been like that for a few weeks now for me and either this means that this is the beginning of my downfall (which I know it’s not) or I can look at it as ‘boy my success must be about to come through in spades’. I choose to look at it from the positive prospective rather than the negative one because there is enough negative thoughts and vibes being circulated in the world today and I am not going to add to it. I know in my heart that I am destined to live a great life and even more than that, a successful life full of wealth and riches beyond strictly monetary means.
I think that the obstacles that I have been going through lately and the hurdles that I have had to literally pole vault over (not just jumping or climbing over) are better preparing me and instilling in me the drive that I need to remain focused so that when I do come out on the other side of these tough times and am firmly placed on top I can remember exactly what I went through to get there and so I know exactly what not to do in order to stay there.
I will remain focused and steadfast in my goals and no matter how many negative nay-sayers that I come across (be it my own family) in this life I will remember that God has given me this plan in life to fulfill and that aside from myself, he is the only one that I have to make proud and the only one who I have to please. I don’t mean to get all preachy but the devil is not going to steal my joy and he is not going to win this battle that I am fighting. The victory will be mine!
The Diary: Succession of Lies (Coming in September 2010)
Writing as “Jaycee Durant”